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First of all, I do want to say this and I'm about short with my two brothers, for this is giving me Psyche problems to how much yelling is being done, and how much moody and incomprehensible they are becoming to not want to promote change in the household givenly to what I demanded due to their constant denial and restraint of wanting to be a family, or at least play a video game with me.
So this morning from my unstable oldest brother, the oldest comes into my room, has this huge problem of Weeds still needing to be pulled after three days of actually having attempting to go outside and pull them that he won't administer to himself upon doing. The entire days and time spent with these two is constant excuse to them not being home over a Part-Time Hourly Duration that both of their Jobs operate close to the same as my given Part-Time's Shift Schedule. I'm constantly am taking lip from these two over what excessively needs to be done inside the House while they are gone over dirty messes that they cause in the Kitchen that they can't do. No matter how much I tell them about it, I can't do anything, or say anything. No matter what, they won't even try to change so that it won't happen again. They keep on doing it.
This morning, I got awoken rudely by my brother. I was in a deed sleep around close to 10:15AM:
Get your Ass up and apply on Indeed.com!! [He goes to my brother's room as if to be intentionally be making fun of me] "Did you here what I told him? [Starts laughing with him]
I'm at the point right now due to the consequential abuse that still came from the past address to get up and walk out of my Household to go live at a Friend's place. I'm making enough money to buy extra Shirts and Pants due to their constant abuse. I don't care anymore about how much money they need or want. Given, if they ever cared so much, then why is my Faith purposely being questioned and being brought up over two proclaimed Christians who don't want to read the Bible - whatsoever, but still land abuse after abuse and lie of these talks - ever taking place? Why is it that they aren't taking it seriously about praying and repenting and are constantly telling me to shut-up? Why am I being told everytime I pray to stop talking to myself, rudely? Is this really the attitude that emancipates into daily Christian Activity when they are not attending Church, whatsoever?
Why is my brother taking away my Bible just to get me to do something specifically everytime now he wants something that 'he too' can be doing but will refuse and have me do - all the time? Is there something wrong with this picture or am I just seeing a non-believing abusive scenario coming upon me everyday of my life around my family who just won't choose to do squat and treat me like a Scapgoat for their total obituaries and constant behavior that trail to me being something that I'm not?
I can't even tell them about Revelations, anymore. You go and tell them that they are happening, and they tell you, "no sh**," but when you talk to them about it - they just don't want to hear you...
Either you're telling me that you understand Revelations, or you do not accept it as Truth to your daily satisfaction that revolves to the second coming of Christ? And when you do go and tell me based on the Church saying that we need to wait for the Lord to return, yet of it not being disclosed that it's to be a terrible day of the Lord, and there is potential chance that when People do not repent of their Sins, they will likely be LEFT behind?
Everything I say doesn't add-up to their behavioral happenings. The family is more non-believing that it is. I can assure even talking about the Days of Moses wouldn't prove a point. They wouldn't believe it. They wouldn't even believe that such a disciple like Moses was capable of implementing God's Power in effort to free the slaves from Egypt and what is happening in our lives today is a coming repeat and carry-over to those happenings - but, what is actually being seen today is a switchboard to this happening, except with People who have actually denied the Lord?
Moses specifically received word from God, I know that for a fact, especially in passages and films to carry out his Word as a Chosen, and was given clear authority to free the Lord's People out of Egypt. There's a given possibly that what is actually being worked around in the Bible today, and just what is being seen with Physics and Research based on my understanding is a switch-around method to implant the non-believing in the believers' place, allowing for the Children of God at this way to walk into Paradise. While you can say it all you want that a lot of the things I've researched is dark and brooding and pertains to "Greek," even though I've made it quite clear that this is all connected to a coming Atlantis for the enemy and not for the Children of God, then it would make sense. The Principalities of this World governed by Ra were and still today amongst the eyes of the Pharaoh Ramses - AND can still be viewed today in films today that were oblivious to the Heavenly God who imposes the calling of himself being "I AM that I AM;" the one and true God - and to your understanding to how Revelations dawns on you and to how you can misplace this and not look at it as certain evidence of this God's Power who is the most Powerful of all the Highest of Heavens is beyond me if you can remain skeptical and not proceed it enough as clear evidence itself that the same forces, yet of the Church denying Christ further of the evidence appealing to Christ today is Woefully lacking.