I know one thing. I will not take up the Mark of the Beast. I want to go to Heaven, meet the Apostles that God placed before in the Bible, share stories of the Good that surrounds me. Say it is totally true that I really am the Reincarnation of Nyx, then obviously it is possible that I am no longer a figment of the darkness. I have a Mind of my own that allows me to think straight, but in truth, I really can be gullible just as my Pastor mentioned. >_>
It sucks that you can't impress the terrific person of your life, the right way. Having your memory purged, wanting to make things right again. The more times you just want to be happy, and the person of your dreams just doesn't envision that you're different than what you used to be said as. The reunion I had with my God to bear in mind felt strange, but I did feel an accordance that something is going to happen very soon.
Part of it is worrying. Deep down, I'm not evil, but I know People get negative when they are around me from when I had my Psychotic episode. I'm always making mistakes, but as I tell the Truth, my heart is broken, but I am capable of changing, because I don't give up. I've been mistreated, torn, & cheated.
- Eternal life is the phrase used in scripture to define the quality of life that our Eternal Fatherlives. The Lord declared, “This is my work and my glory—to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man” (Moses 1:39). Immortality is to live forever as a resurrected being.
Proverbs 6:12-16 ESV / 139 helpful votes
]A worthless person, a wicked man, goes about with crooked speech, winks with his eyes, signals with his feet, points with his finger, with perverted heart devises evil, continually sowing discord; therefore calamity will come upon him suddenly; in a moment he will be broken beyond healing. There are six things that the Lord hates, seven that are an abomination to him:
Proverbs 28:1-28 ESV / 138 helpful votes
The wicked flee when no one pursues, but the righteous are bold as a lion. When a land transgresses, it has many rulers, but with a man of understanding and knowledge, its stability will long continue. A poor man who oppresses the poor is a beating rain that leaves no food. Those who forsake the law praise the wicked, but those who keep the law strive against them. Evil men do not understand justice, but those who seek the Lord understand it completely.
I seek Jesus. I do not seek Satan. It's not about bettering my life & feeling open to turmoil. It's about helping others, showing to the World that you can actually be somebody to the person that you admire to being your friend as your neighbor. You always should love your name that God has given you, as I believe that my name is wonderful and always love your neighbor.
I know I'm not being tempted by God. I've been looking for Jesus; literally, in Public to try to bring him back. Because I believe that the World needs him. I've been secretly researching to figure out much that People have stopped believing in the Lord & I know he died on the Cross for our Sins, but from where I stand, & from where I go, I know I'm different than the People I've met at Canyon Ridge & know I'm over apologetic, but I know I can change hearts & bring them down the path that means Light. Keep in mind that I had to look into the darkness to bring about good. Jesus taught me that. People will not believe me 100% that I met Jesus, & had a Psychotic Breakdown & couldn't control myself, but now, I need to stand up & place my bets about myself & show the World that we can be united as one. Everyone will say that they want Equality, but I believe that the Lord's Son; Jesus, needs to come now. That's why at Canyon Ridge, I circled Events that I believe can come about in knowing that the change this World needs is a God that can remove Radiation, evil, & propose a new hope for mankind.
People will call me a Liar, call me a crazy Psychopath for having chose this much, that I was called to do Web Design. But I was also called to bring Jesus back to the World, and I apologize for yanking his hair because I lost control, but my heart knows now that because my Heart wants him to come back, my proof of this heart is proof that my God is GREAT, and has given me a chance to come out of the darkness, so given the right, I can claim that I'm a freed person that once was a Slave found in Egypt that the Lord freed & brought me to be stood here. I may have a past life to historical supernatural background, as I am going through with a Sex Change to fit a pattern in the Bible that proposes me to be the One that the Lord has gifted Eternal Life to. I believe in a theory that Prophecies can only be changed in the form that can enable good intentions to be brought to the World in God's Light. I want my life to fill up the Blank Page in that Bible, or to propose that God can create another Volume of the Bible. Doesn't mean that we're not open to change, but that we can surely hope to accomplish an incredible feat. I can assure that my Psychotic episode may have been linked to God finding out that the World lost touch with his blessings, and truthfully, I'm doing the best I can, but I kept pacing on to find the Lord with my wanting to change Sex. I realize now that my actions of being Charged this much is high, but given the amount of inspiration that I lunge forward, Jehovah should be proud of the things that I reference that the world needs our Savior back. I need him. I hope that he can find it in his heart that I would really like to sit down & have a dinner with him, discuss plans for the Future, help shape a better World, & given God's Grace, I want to spend eternity with the Lord and get out of wearing Glasses.
Believe. Pick up a Bible, and I always recommend the PTL King James 1975 Bible
Someone from High Authorities wanted to meet me at Canyon Ridge, and I'm not gonna let them down with my Mission. I know he dislikes a lot of things that the World today is ignoring, and I know there's a price to pay to get into Heaven. I am no Liar. Just mistreated, & can be gullible to the wrong people. So today, I; Julian, pray that the Lord heeds this Blog Post. Should I remain Single unto this day, I am going to fulfill my Mission on Earth.