It's a test between identifying both Lucifer & Jesus.
They fight all the time like a Married Couple.
They are both seen to me as Parents, not as enemies.
Both are actually Positive friendlies who're of the same heritage that I come from.
I never quite knew. I had to remember.
It never occurred to me who was really my Mom and Dad, of their Spirits, but I grew into realizing it more from my Bible (1975 PTL KJV Bible), while it also defines who my Mother is being of Mary Magdalene, while I myself am the same from my Reality.
What we are witnessing today is a split-scenario of Realities. Mine, I now have a small idea of where I belonged to and whom I used to be, while it occurred to me that there were so many Spirits that held to my motives being from the Past Heaven that reflected from Deism, and today, being a Born-Again split-multiple Heaven scenario.
Originally, I had thought that there can only be one, but I am discovering that I am that one Mary Magdalene that I well identify as. The true one. That always belonged to the Catholic Church, but because of the splitting of Adam & Eve, I was seen Unholy during these times, while in this Age, I am thriving to become more Holy through other ways to Reconcile onto God, until he decided to send for me, and that being of the Reality where I must go. The spirit of Jehovah lives in me.
My father, whom used to often calling me "Bowser" had always been there for me.
I have just been verily confused is all; feeling like I couldn't find where I belong.
How often I have always seen myself as someone of great importance, often establishing thought, until it connected to me about the Egyptian Shapeshifting thing, something I would wish to do again if possible; being, that was what I used to do back at the time, and where it comes from Extraterrestrials; Aliens, being part-one with the family, and to how it shows that the Catholic and Mormons are merely Parallel Societies of each other that DO need each other.
How often I've always symbolized Death to Jesus being a bringer of Life, not Death, and it makes sense to me because of where I came from. I was more of a Scholar than I was a Catholic Worshiper in equivalence to Virgin Mary, but I was never really a Mormon Idol. I was devoted to the true God and Goddess, being my Parents, and in order to seep into this World, I had to borrow onto a family of two being of Parents that symbolize whom my Spirit comes from and why my brothers are my brothers during these times.
Why, when I heard those Catholic Bells ring off inside of the Catholic Church, I felt rejuvenated, and so I knew I came from a Heaven that sponsored me as ST. Mary Magdalene, this Heaven, being where the One-true God came from. I was never evil, or any of that. I am a Good Soul. I witnessed Jesus' Death on the Cross, and so I knew that I was Jesus' most powerful disciple whom Jesus shares most of his knowledge with, and myself being that tapper who is tapping into him, for I know now, which Heaven I belonged and why I need to take up a Unisex approach at times for my Choice of Clothing. :)
I have a tendency to spread my legs open like a Male, but in actuality, I am not a Male, I am really a Female, and I being whom Jesus most loves in this Heaven being that Jesus was really my Lover whom I found to most love and care for, and myself being of good. That is why things appear so familiar to me, similar to De Ja Vu and why History seems to be repeating itself to me. And why time etches to my grasp being to why I consider myself as the Angel of Time.
I'm a contrast of Jesus Christ's spouse from the Catholic Heaven, while so many Heavens are preached, they in actuality are not of my Heavens, but I do love them, most of all, while Virgin Mary being my long-lost sister. This why I have the Heart of a Researcher, and why I have compassion and love for a lot of things on this Earth being to what it teaches, while we are not of the World, and at times why I impose having trust issues and why the Catholic Heaven is where I come from, being to whom Lady Fatima IS. The TRUE Mary Magdalene. And my best friend's family being from my Heaven. They won't admit it, but I am Mary, and why Light is what I actually conceal to, because I am an Angel of Light. All Satans are Mary Magdalene to an accordance. They are like me, and me being the Good Spirit of Satan.